another boring dae..today i try to 4get them by going out wif my frewn,syafiqah..
we juz hang out at fushan while i smoke bcoz im stress out wif them n tmrrw..
my dadd want to open a business which name is kendarat..ppl married,we serve them bt no enought people! im freak out until i smoke 5 stick.ops,a lot sia..i shud only take 2..ah..
go to hell!
btw,when i hang out wif syaf,my old frewn come down..omg!
he pierce his ears..!
i cant believe he did tat.he was a gd boy. i also find out tat he drink.. wat the hell wrong wif hym?! i juz dont get most of my frewns! as for me,i cant stop thinking abt them..
wherever i go,i will kept think abt them until i was almost hit by a car.thank god im still alive.. btw,when i want to go home,i need to pass by one of the block tat we like to hang out..
the memories cam back to me.. tis is PATHETIC!
i wish i could juz continue my life juz like tat bt i cant..they mean a lot to me coz i dont have anything in my life bt yet ppl hate me..LIKE HELL SIA!
how the hell they can went out from mylife like tat?! they make it so simple juz for that reason.. im i nothing to them or wat? wat did i go wrong?? im juz lost n upset in tis wld even though u see me happy bt deep inside,im in pain. i juz dont know wat to do.nobody can help me. they always help me when i need someone..pls tell me tis is juz a dream.. god pls help me. if only i can change the future,i will change everthing..but too bad i cant..
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