i cant believe tis!!

is in 1.20 in the morning..

i juz cant slip after wat happen...

many things juz came towards me..

i admit i was disapointed,confuse,quiet angry n wat the hell did the hell did i go wrong??

the most important things tat came to my mind is im i a bad companies??

i mean like im the onli frewn tat smoke n her sister..

i cant believe she did not tell me..

i guess is a balasan for me for not telling her last tyme n now im feelin like wat she felt b4

i guess wat's come ard,go ard..juz thimking tat my cobaan is over..

guess is not n is even harder..

guess im born to have a lot of cobaan n to help ppl tat need help..

im really grateful 2 have tis kind of test frm god coz is gd 2 experince when u'r in a young age

i will make sure i prevent her from all tis nonsences..

if she can make me for who i were to who i am..i will do the same thing..

she my frewn n i cant juz watch..

omg! im stress,worried n confuse eventhough i heard she wanna quit coz i know her well.

she say wanna quit sniffing bt she did it..when i scold her in a nice way,den she quit..

y im the onli person tat know all of her background??

if onli there were another 1 more..it will b easer for me to bring her back...

now how i know how the feeling like when i do something stupid bt im easily change..

btw,it is juz weird to know tat someone i meet a few daes b4,believe tat i can stop smoking..

anyways,if u reading rite now,thx..

i do need some support rather than my mum who keep scolding me...

it is really irritating sometime..

im juz afaird abt my dear gd frewn..

i wont b there 24 hr like tis yr..

how can i monitor her next yr?she will b bz wif sch activities..

since how many daes we do not contact,something happen..

im not thinking negative bt i juz felt guilty..

coz ppl always do coz they r curious..

n is true..she tell me she take one tyme b4 not 1 stick..

hey..wait..i think she mean one tyme not one stick..coz she dont know wat the difference..

if she take one stick mean tat is a new story of wat she done.

if one tyme,tat long story..

ok..im panic!!i think i beta cool down n think when i can see her b4 im the wun who will b strez..

i beta cool down fast or i will think abt smoking..wait..my step dad got cigg wat..

i take 2 lah..

my life is really crazy juz like the owner huh??hahah..

tat all for todae..tmrrw pandai2 lah aku contact dier n slow talk dgn dier..

asl lah dier belom top up pp8??haish..

tat all for todae..

pease out:yanti smokie:)