RECAP

hey,is 4 in the morning..i cant slept coz my step dadd is snouring..haish...

how worst can it b?? another 1 n 1/2hr to get ready to sch coz i got basketball training...

im going to bz tis wk..tmrrw got soccer match.. i actually have quit bt have nt give the shirt n i decided to play tis tw0 last match b4 i go.. the tcher in charge seem angry..

i actually dont wun to quit bt got enermy inside,her attitude bcome even fck towards me n my ex bestfrewn is there,the peson who want to beat me up..

another reason is i wun to focus on basketball..hopefully my tcher wont know abt tis 3 reason..i dont wun her to b upset..since im bored,i wanna recap abt my life..look like im doing great except tis few yrs..except for tis few daes,i dont know wat to do..hmm.. y did i say im doing great?? well,for those who know me,u know y i say like tat..

i dont mind sharing anyway..hmm..i use to b difference from nw when im in prim sch until sec 1..far difference..i really cant control my anger during tat tyme..

n im raise w/o both parent..meaning my mum,uncle,grandmum n my late grandpap took care of me..i was really naugty..i beat someone when im in prim 3/4,cant remember or i think is both..

i skip lesson when im pri 5 n i can still lie when im caught..when im prim 6..hahah..

wild life sia..my grandpap past away n i cant accept the fact coz he have been a dad to me n my mum was abt to marry.. i juz gone wild..

i begin to go home late,start smoking,sniff glue n frewn wif bad companies..

im rude to my step dadd.. always fight until my bro was born..

how the hell i can change all of sudden? hmm..thx to my bestfrewn,lastrie..

she help me bt when i did a case during sec 1,i slash someone,she seem like dont wanna talk to me..cant blame her for tat..bt it was stupid of me..hey,bt tat guy deserve it..

he was playing abt my god! how im not peace off?n somemore im still angry abt my another ex best frewn..u know who..none of the tcher know the reason..i think..

bt got my beloved frewn who backstep ppl..u guys know who..many ppl dislike her..

she help me as well.. bt nw she bustard me!! TAT CHIBAI!lastrie n her help me..

bt lastrie help me a lot..she the want who dont give up to help me..

tat call true frewns..another reason i change was i heard from ms joana tat my mum cry in her office..tell me how i wont change??tat tears mean a lot.

tat tears tat my mum always cry coz my real dadd always run away from home coz of one reason..at 1st i dont believe coz my mum like dont bother abt me bt ms joana seem serious..

then i trust her.. from there i promise myself to avoid doing anything stupid bt still dont something bad,i was caught smokin tis yr ard feb..

n u guys muz b wondering how i can b close wif my step dadd rite now..

tat coz of the inccident as well, my step dadd change n also bcoz of my mum.

my mum want hym to treat me like im her own daughter n he did..

u guys dont know how is like to b in my childhood..u think ur wun is worst?

think again..im born wif cobaan,my dadd was not there when i enter tis earth.

i was almost kill by my own dadd...so my dear frewns,pls choose ur future husband wisely..

i was lucky god help me by letting me know lastrie..alhamdulilah..

if nt i dont know wat will happen to me lei..bt it was hard for me as im young when im experince tis..hopefully abt my 2 beloved frewns tat leave me is juz a test not fate..

nobody can help me bt god.. bt im confident i will go through it even though is really painful.. come on..im not easily fall.. bt i will always remember them n the pain is still there..

always tears come down when i remember..bt look where i stand..i get promoted to sec 3..

i gt some grade 4 somemore for some of mine subject..i knew i can life w/o my dadd..

i did prove everyone wrong..

i prove i have change until i was pick to go LTC bt one of the tcher recap abt my case..

ah..fck off man! tcher like tat confirm is dm..who else hate me..do watever she wun..

im juz waiting for the dae when i graduate my O lvl..i will prove dm is wrong..

wat she though of me is all wrong..same goes to my dadd if i ever seeing hym again..

oh well..i still gt un finish bizz to do..tat all abt my lfe bt some i dont talk abt it..

tat is my real life n is complicatad..tat is me..so dont judge a book by its cover