i hope my leg will recover

it is 1.46 in the morning..juz wake up from my slip.

another day tat i did not smoke..

2 days not smoking..

u heard tat ppl..hehe..

i want to try 5 days without smoking.. :)

btw,my leg become solen sey..

i actually want to wait last3 all but by the tye ard 5+,my leg is getting worst..

so in the morning,i have to take cab..

n yeah..my basketball tcher give me money n my both caption n vice captain..

they sent me back home again..

twice sey tis kind of inciddent happen..

but the 1st tyme is angle,now is knee.

rabak pe..fcs bad luck uh.. :x

haha...but pity mr ng.. he have waisted his $20 juz for my injured leg..

my leg juz getting worst..im really worie.. juz my luck.

fuchun bad luck uh. :x haha.. jk..

but later gave $20 den dont let mepay back..

i feell not rite if i dont pay back..mr ng is so generous..

hopefully tis leg of mine will recover soon n i get go for my match.

i still do not know who will b playing for the match..haish..

btw juz now yanni come! i foung out tat i got a basketball senior tat is half malay n chinese

cool sia! she use to b a captain n the way she play is awesome..

juznowshe play a match wif one of my frewn which is a guy..

btw i miz goingout wif last3,nisa,ervika n fathin!

last3,nisa n ervika bz wif camp leader..i hope by mon they r not bz while me,

im bz wif my training n my study..

hey being 3n2 the top tw0 claz is not easy sey.

i dont know i can make it not.

i hope i can... i dont want to repeat after study hard in sec 2 juz to get wat i want.

but too bad i dont get A math,the subject tat i want..

however imglad tat i did not get it coz my normal math,i dont get a thing..

haha.. alhamdullilah now i know..

i miz my old noise claz,2n2..but now cant play a fool..

im going to graduate! :(

i dont wanna leave the sch.. im going to miz my tcher tat have help me out,

advise me n scoldmelike hell,but bcoz of tat from who i were to who i am..

thx to they them,igot courage..

but i know i gonna work harder..

i muz train myself to get 19 n below starting now..

but i do it slowly..

hopefully tis yr my eng wont fail..

i want math to get A1 sme goes to physic n chem by the eng of the yr..

i juz hope tat i got tyme to teach last3 as well wif some of my frewns tat need help.

if onli i got i wish,i would want to turn back tyme to sec 1..

the fun tyme n my favourite tcher was there..

cant believe tyme flies really fast..

from sec 1 to sec2 den i found out im sec 3.

i dont feel like sec 3.

ah...! my life is stressful..

i dont understand ppl,when i do my work ,ppl say tat im semangat na..

hey come on last yr i dont do homewk,kena detention,do cases...all of tat i dont think twice!

like shit..somemore on monday need to see ms joana wif something.

im tired.. my leg is killing me!!

i miz my old leg!! i wanna play basketball match for my sch.

im really strez out..

i dont even know when iis soccer match..n my ex best frewn is there. -.-

pathetic! btw,i 4got to come soccer juz now..

y lah i dont have twice?? haha..

where i can come at two places during one event??

padahal jln2 stu sklh leh dgn kaki sakit..haha.. attitude sia..

im lazy to see tat person face..sakit kn hati aku je..

later find out there will b a big fight..

like nonsence sia..

da upper sec abe attitude fighting in sch..

tat one really like merepek..

ii believe some of the things we shud b mature.

boal mcm paham sia aku..

btw juz now cep lesson n bounding tyme wif my gp n clazmate was not tat bad..

she buy pizza..haha.. best pe..

but i still perfer ms joyce..

talking abt ms joyce,i got tyme sia talking wif ms joyce..opss is maam joyce..

yup she wearing npcc shirt..there is a cca display n she was there..

hahha...i also saw shab..i now realise who short is she.. :x

jk..dont take it too hard if u readind this.. peace! :)

hehehe..n she is skinny..i juz dont get it abt she always ask tat question..

i think tat is her favourite question ..hheeh.. lol..

owell,nothing else happen..

juz hopefully i can spend tyme wif last3 all again..

tat all for today..nitez..

today sucks!

i sometime dont get teenagers..

ppl dont disturb them,bt they disturb us..

i saw my wonderful ex best frewn many tymes!! i hate it..

somemore her frewn tell me tat the lower sec know her coz i make rumors abt her!!

fck sia!! im not tat bustard sia!! no tyme for me to bother abt all of tis! i got my own life!!

cant the ppl fck out from my life!! come on..y the hell they wanna create trouble!

they r really testing my patient!! n im not a coward sia! krg pk aku kenal?!

gy mampos uh krg! aku bkn kental tap pandai..!! u heard tat..? for those ppl who really hate me,

take note of wat i said! so keep ur breathe if u wanna fight wif me..

got no tyme for all ta nonsense!

BTW,FOR THE PERSON OR PPL TAT MAKE RUMORS OF MY EX BEST FREWN,

U BETTA SHUT UP! IF U DONT DARE TO DO THE RUMORS,Y U DO IT?!

STUPID SIA! KRG DA KENTAL UAT HAL KENTAL UH!

TK UKE,BBL DPN MUKE AKU UH..Y SCARED UH??

IF SCARED DONT DO IT..

I MAKE SURE I FIND THOSE FCKING PPL TAT MAKE THE RUMORS!

U GONNA GET IF FROM ME..IM TIRED BEING GD GERL OVER HERE!

SO IF U GUYS IS READING TIS!! WATCH OUT.

IM NOT GOING TO BEAT U OR SLASH U BUT IM MAKE SURE U LIFE WONT B IN PEACE!

IF TAT WAT U GUYS WANT,I"LL GIVE U.

BTW,IF U HATE ME,TK PAYAH PE BURUK KN NAMA KWN AKU!

tat all for my pathetic life!

coz of tat she though im the want who do it.

y cant ppl juz stop doing tis nonsence!

i wanna change..is hard for me to become a gd person?

i juz hate my history..i dont wanna create cases..

i wanna start refresh! i wanna a new life..

i really want to change!

0mg! im really lost rite now!!

last3 ! i wish u were by my side..!

it;s 5 janary already..

is 5 jan already??

tymes flies very fast..hmm..nothing much happen much..

on 2 jan,sat..i juz sit at home while my mum celebrate aiman bday but wif relative tis tyme..

on 3 jan,sun..i meet my best frewn,alif or shud i say my ex?? nvrmind.. we r juz frewns again..

i went out for a whilejuz to meet hym.. juz miz hym..

we went home ard 6+..we meet at admiralty mrt..

while for my 1st day of sch,sucks!!

i hate my new form tcher!! i want ms joyce back!!!

i miz her a lot!!

1st day it was nt tat bad.. but i get ms rashidah as my mt tcher.. -.-

i want ms melissa sey..

im lucky to get mdm siti fatimah as my physic tcher!! yeah!!

on my 1st day of sch it was tiring..

some more i need to go to library last minute to borrow mt books..

for my holiday assignment.. i really hate homewk!!

lucky there is cerpen bks at level 3,easier for me to do summay abt it..hehe..

as for today..im happy!!!

ms rashidah tk dtg!! slamat.. i did not study my peribahasa.mls..

so for today ms melissa is teaching my claz..yeah!!

sempat dia kacau aku.lol.. i was sleepy like hell so i did not bother to disturb her back..

after mt,is recess..oh shit!!

i saw my ex best frewn tat wanna beat me up..irritating!

very where i go,i saw her..

lucky i did not go soccer today coz she went for the traning..

bdk tu perasan!! think im afaird of her..

come on..im trying to stop from doing any cases..

i want to start refresh..

im lucky to take art,it was fun..last3 n nisa was there!! yeah..

but got my ex best frewn there..shit!

juz my luck...haha..

btw,1st day already cabot claz..lol..

actually me n badariah was searching for ms famm..

for history lesson but did not found anywhere..

den kena scolding fromthe principle..

any bad luck,mr raja my p.e tcher.. -.-

i want mr heikal!!

ah...for onces cant i get what i want??

come more my math tcher is my form teacher..

i prefer ms siti..itu lah last yr dier ajar kaw tk suke skg baru kaw sedar..

i make mistake again..haish..

so tat all for my 1st n seconday..

got to finishh up my homewk..

nitez..:)

1 jan.. bday aiman!!

yesterday was aiman bay.. it is his second bday..

at 1st,it was bored coz we stay at home..

den my uncle wanted to go to botanic garden..

it was ok until the rain appear..

so we run to a shelter near by..

i manage to take a photo of hym..cute kn??he using an umbrella..

b4 the rain appear,we manage to go to the place above..
after tat,the rain started..
through out tat place,i have to play catching wif hym..
i got really tired of tat..
so when is raining it was like ard 5+pm..
den we have our meal at there..
the food court is at level b1 so we juz use the stair instead ofthe lift..
we finish eating ard 6.50..
so went we r going out from tat place tst have many trees ard us,me,
my mum n grandmother heard a strange sound..
i know is tat think.my grandmother ask us if we heard tat..i quickly hold my bro tightly..
my dad drive lorry to botanic garden so we sat behind..
we went to cwp to buy birthday cake nsome stuff n went back home..







my grandmother manage to cook some food n chicken last min..
den we celebrate his birthday..
tis is someof his pict..

1st tyme manage to blow a candle..hahah...

cute sey.. after cutting the cake..is tyme to eat..

yum...delicious..

after tat,i need to clean up..tat part,i hate the most.. -.-

owell..after tat is computer tyme..

i learn how toplay a new song!!yeah..jiwang lah sey..

it was abt 11+..i was chatting until 1.45am..

after tat i went to sleep..

tat all for yesterday.. :)

on 31 dec..

yesterday was a great day ever but sadly i need to reach home at 10pm..so i cant go home late.

my mum yesterday did not let me go home late..like wat the fuck!!!

she treat me like a kid. come on im going to b 15 sia..n still dont trust me..kanina..

btw,4get abt tat..we went to bowling at bukit batok at 1st..

btw,say onli wun to meet at 1 pm but last3 all reach after tat..

when we all have come except nisa,lea,nazirah,subree,lea,all the sec 1,ervika n her sister,

we take 178 to bukit batok

so the want tat went was me,fathin,last3 n aziella..

smua npcc again..aiyo..paisey uh

during the bas trip,i take some pict..

all pict is below..

haha..last3 face is funny...ok the bas trip can say a bit bored.

but at last,we have reach to tat place..

the place was crowded so we have to wait..while waiting,we when to eat 4 a while.
we play from 3pm until 4pm..if im not wrong...we got to finish until 4pm.
coz they will close during tat tyme.





eventhough many ppl did not turn up,we still have a gd tyme..
trust me.when last3 is around,we wont stop laughing..
actually all make jk tat y is not bored..
but i felt sorie if aziella feel left out coz last3 talking to fathin while i dont know wat 2 say 2 her
but after the bowling,den i can talk to her..
malu lah sey talking to ppl tat u nvr talk to..hahah..step malu uh..


tis all the pict tat i take at the bowling..

many things happen at the bownling but im too lazy to type..hahah..

so,many always miz to hit at least one but aziella is the winner..

second last3.third fathin..

but fathin third last3 play for her..alah..i last...haish...

for 1st tyme play,not bad for fathin..

at last bowling is finish..we were the last one to finish..hahah..

after tat,we went to city hall meet dira..

but fathin need to go home..

so left me,last3 n aziella.

we waited dira at city hall den walk to marina..

it was fun..

we went to the marina sq..we buy bubble tea den went to time zone..

i lost my $1 on tat idiot racing game tat do not wk..

aiyo..juz my luck..

as we were having fun..

it nite tyme already..

so at nite..,we were lost 4 a while will..

we were searhing for the bas stop to go to lucky plaza..

we juz went straight until someone ask "ticket pls".
ok..tat was piasey..

den we went back while lauhing like hell..

so we went to the another side..

we manage to take a photo..

lawakn?lol..haha..

after a long walk,we find the bus stop already..

so,we ate ate mac..

we ate at mac from 9pm until almost 10pm

last3 was very hungry siaa..

u see tat face??

face of hunger..hahah.. but seriously she iis humgry..
see the pict below..

hahah..

i ask her permision first ok b4 i upload this pict..

owell wat to do..

look onli small but she can eat a lot..

is gd if she eat a lot.she is really skinny sey..

after tat,they all went to marina..

while me??i went back home..

im sorie but i have to go not tat i want to..

when im otw home,my mum scold me.got to hell!

she is the one tat is unfair sey..

owell tat was yesterday..

today is aiman bday,my little bro!!

hopefully today is a great day n yr..

happy new yr!!! sch going to reopen!!

juz got back home...today i acompany eryani tu simei ite to register..

many ppl was there n the sch was big sey..

take a long tyme to register..from 2pm until almost 4 pm finish..

we reach cwp ard 5.30..den we went to the mac donald ..

we say eryani frewns...we also saw aishah tat wkin the mac donald was there..

she is not wking today but juz hang out there..so,they all eating..

when eryani was eating,my lovely ex frewn tat wun to beat me up call eryani..

that persoon say tat she mizz eryani a lot..

tat weird fora someone to call like tat all of sudden when tat person is not even close wif her..

owell..idk...so,eryani quickly eat n meet tat person..

so left me,aishah n her frewn..it as great talking wif aishah..

i laught a lot until i cant take it..haha..

ard 7+,i saw faiz 3n1 n his frewns..

we have a chat for a while..while chatting i saw one of my sec 2 trainer,farah..

she wearint the blue shirt tat they use when we went to the camp..

cant believe tat i meet a lot of ppl...

finally,tmrrw is the day!!! welcum 2010!! gd bye sweet 14,welcum sweet 15!!

cant wait but i lost my homewk..hahah..heck care..

cant wait to c last3 again..hmm.. i wonder wat she will wearing tmrrw..

hahah..lol..

so yeah..tmrrw party tyme..

nothng happen much today except i meet ppl a lot...

tat all for today..

HAPPY NEW YR!!

juz got back home..today gerek sey

juz got back home yesterday at 9 am..im try after laughting the whole day..hahaha..

guess wat..i meet last3 all at sch..miss them a lot lei..hahah..

b4 i reach sch,i saw ainon!!! my old frewn..miz her sey..hahah..

she grow tall sia.. all my short frewn grow tall even ervika except nisa. :x

hahah...if u reading rite now nisa,sorie..juz jk around lah sis..

guess who i meet at sch other den the npcc cadet??i saw ms melissa! miz her a lot as well..

rindu kacau dier uh..hahah...to bad i did not see my lovely form teacher,ms joyce seow..

miz her very the a lot.. she is a great form teacher..

but too bad next yr form teacher will change..

but sadly i always make cases n make her worie..i wish i can change tat..

n let her know how sorie i am..but nothing will change..haish..

so,i meet last3 all like normal..go bubble tea n hang out they..

den we go to ervika blk..hang out they for a while..

b4 tat,i last3,nisa n ervika leave me.. :(

they all bring their bike along..last3 bad sey..she can let me ride wif her behind but she leave me.

aiyo..ade2 je nk kacau aku..hahah..

so,we reach to her blk at last..tired sia.

last3 n ervika have a private chat for a while..

as for me,i sit wif eryani when she came wif her frewn..

after they have a chat,which is 7 pm already,we went to her house..

last3 n ervikA gy sembayang..

guess wat??

eryani,ervika sis know how to cook..hahah..

leh tahan sdp..she cook fried noodle..

last3 mkn sampai nangis coz she can not tahan pedas..padahal pedas cikit..

hahah!! tk baek sia aku..

den let ervika play laptop since i bring it along coz eryani want to borrow..

she want to do her ite stuff..so we went to the mac at civic..

den we went to erny house,eryani sister..

i went there to take the design of the kendarat t shirt..

it is cool n neat..

den,i meet last3 all while eryani went to met her frewn n meet me again.

we went out from eryani home ard 8+..

den she sent me somewhere near her house.

kirakn we went riding jap.

guess wat??

last3 tk taw ride bike..hahah..jk.

ade minor probs je coz i was heavy to ride..hahha..

i grow fat sia..hahah..

wat to do..betta eat a lot b4 sch start..

btw,remember abt the pervious blog tat i wrote tat i cant slip after wat happen..

i found out tat yesterday tat the person smoke..

i was abt sream but i cool myself down..

so i have a slow chat wif the person..

da start my granmother story..hahah..

after i gave advise,i felt really regret!!

WISH I CAN CHANGE MY PAST!!but i cant..

when i was at the interchange,i saw a guy tat have his ears pierce..

i recap abt my pierce at the lip b4..

i really regret doing tat..tambahkn dosa je aku uat..

i did it coz i though i was cool bt is not..

btw,i regret watever i do in my past..

i juz wanna tell ppl tat i have change!!!

owell tat all for today..

we lost but it was fun :)

today is the day..we got basketball match..

n on tat day is hui qing,on the left n yan ni birthday,on the rite..

we celebrate they birthday after match..

tat is the pict below..

b4 tat,we sing them a happy birthday songs infront of the long john silver arnd 8+am..

sweet kn?

but i was been bully by yan ni..

she push me..juz jk arnd wif me..

it was fun but it is quit painful as well..

wat to do,u is rough..hahah..btw,
all of the pict was token by me..

bt all the match in the pict is b division not c division..

they lost by the yishun by 5 score..if im not mistaken...

we got 22,they get 27..

while us,we lost by 15 score..

we get 12,they get 27..

today match,it really turn out bad..

especially me..idk y im not focus on the match like i use to b..

i tink i 4got the things i shud do or juz strez abt nxt yr..

is getting difficult...i nid to balance my tyme on basketball n soccer..

nid to pull up my marks..i got to help my dear best frewns..
many things will happen next yr..haish..

after the game,i was really tired..

until i felt asleep in the bas..hahah..

i did not go home straight..

i went to meet my use to b best frewn tat i do not hate..

so wun to u my laptop,so i juz let her borrow..

arnd 4+pm,i went home..

b4 tat,i sent her to the bas stop near by..

i reach home arnd 5+pm..

it was really tiring but fun..

bt sadly it have to end wif a gd bye..

yan ni is sec 4 NT n she wont b arnd next yr..
but im grateful tat i know her..she is a fun,lovable,understanding n sporting captain..

im going to miss all the sweet memories of basketball when u use to b arnd..

i will always wish the best for her future n hope her dream come true..

tat all for today..

im so sleepy

i cant believe im still awake at 6am..

i was abt to slip when they sign off..

lucky fazzlee was there! :) bro thx for staying the nite chatting wif me..

u r a great frewn.. bt i felt asleep after he sign off,lucky my mum wake me up..

nk tk nk sey untuk bangun..after i get myself ready.i went into the car tat my step dadd rent.

im so sleepy until i fall asleep sey in the car..terok siaa muke..

hahah..today we go jb at 8am until 8+pm we reach home..

it was fun..i buy beg,stationaries n more other stuffs..heheh..

my dadd buy some dvd..i remember he buy senario..my favourite!!hahah..

when i come back home,is comp tyme..like normal..hehe..

kesiyan maam kene kacau agi pe??

heheh... owell,is my habit to kacau org..hahah..

jgn mrh..lol.. look like i cant slip again coz im really excited for the basketball match tmrrw!!

fuchun vs yishun man..hopefully win.. hahah..

tat's all for today.. :)

gerek pe.. :)

today im stuck wif my comp 24 hrs..

look like i got to b awake until 6am coz dont want my mum to leave me

me going jb later..

so im chatting rite now..

juz who im chatting wif??

no other than shab the crazy want..ops..maen2 je..

haish..maam tk de kerje ke ampai leh ask me to join chatting wif her frewn..

actually she do not ask..all of sudden i knew there is more than one person..

owell..it was fun..hahah..hey,shab do tat again nxt tyme but no intro pls...

i hate to intro myself..

im juz simple..i juz b anyone frewn without intro..heheh..

btw,it is nice chatting wif u guys..

bt pls alert me nxt tyme..

i was shock sey..all of sudden give me a nudge..haish..hahah..

balasan aku tuk ckp nk kenal kwn dier..padahal is a jk..

owell..got prob wif my network again!!! fck!! im damn bored!!

juz let me chat!!fcking internet shit man..

owell,tat all for now..want to fix the prob..bye.

on 25 dec at nite until today at 3am journey

tat picture below is my grandmother n my little bro..

it was ard 7+ pm yesterday,my step dad decided to go out..

we when to serangoon at 1st..i buy myself a pair if skinny jeans..

there were many ppl!! i dont mind abt tat bt many indians!!

im not races..bt u know how there attitude..

kimak..drg tgk3,tk pr tap leh senyage jln dekat2..

perangai mcm chibai..

since im the only lady there..

i walk in the middle of my mum n ralatives..

btw,after buying myself a skinny jeans..

i buy sun glasses for myself..

bt since my adk also wun,my dad buy for hym as well..

cute kn dier pakai?

confirm byk peminat blr dier besar..hahah..

after that we when for a dinner..

while we we on the way for a dinner..

i decided to take a photo..

n i toke a photo of iz n my adk..

another cute pict..

hahah..



after the dinner,im soo tired..
it was like 10.30pm when we finish eating..
so,it like 2 days not smoking..
n im still ok..
except is irritatiing when u saw ur step dad smoking..
mcm nk je..heheh..
den,we when to marina birrage..


tis pict on top is at the marina birrage..
i did not take a lot of pict coz im soo tired..
the pict below,is the roof of the marina birrage..
lawa kn?the pict yg lawa bkn org dier..
hahaha..
mati aku klau bpk aku taw..heheh..

btw,it was like 1+ in the morning when we want to go home..
cant believe tyme fly fast..

i though after tat we can go home..
bt no!! we go n see the merlion..
alamak..mata da tk leh angkat sia..
bt it was fun until my mum n step dad had a fight abt my bro..
owell,is normal for me to see them fight..
so,we sent my relative back home..
i felt a slip sey..
it was like 3+ in the morning..omg!!
i juz straight away when to bed when i got home..
tat was the story for yesterday nite until today morning..

im confuse..

lea,a frewn tat have juz meet but it feel like i know u for yrs..

im still wondering if u really wun to change sch like wat she said to me tat tyme..

if u r,im wondering y u going to buy our sch uniform n books..

if u really mean wat u say,i wish u all the best for ur future..

we will b there if u need us..

btw,thx for listening to me when i need someone..

thx for ur understanding towards me..

thx for taking gd care of last3 when im not at her side..i know u is also ur bestfrewn..

but i juz wanna say thx..u really a great frewn..

hope u will b fine when u change sch n i hope u will fine a great guy to b ur boi..

im sorie to hear wat happen eventhough i know u really happy to b single..

i hope u will always b the same lea that i ever know..

look like im going to take care of last3 by my own self huh..

u will always remember by me inside my heart eventhough im not close to u as last3..

i hope ur dream will come true n u will sucess in ur life..

btw, nothing happen much..juz updating my blogg..

owell,another boring day at home.. :o

im damm bored..cant wait to go out wif family later..

gtg now..better go n change myself b4 im late.. :)